Expecting it to last forever makes the shock of termination that much more ... well, shocking. I am finding though (on Day 8, so take it with a grain of salt), that feeling angry, instead of hurt, seems to make it much more easy to deal with. At least for me.
Right now, I feel kind of the way I did when I got beat up. I made some mistakes, someone took advantage and hit me, but I can (I think) just pick myself up and carry on with my life.
Obviously, I don't know you outside of LJ either (though I've thought of you, and the possibility of meeting up for a beer or something when I've been in Ottawa), but I'm pleased that you are on my friends' list, because I like your posts, too.
Forever Not
Date: 2006-07-20 03:27 am (UTC)Right now, I feel kind of the way I did when I got beat up. I made some mistakes, someone took advantage and hit me, but I can (I think) just pick myself up and carry on with my life.
Obviously, I don't know you outside of LJ either (though I've thought of you, and the possibility of meeting up for a beer or something when I've been in Ottawa), but I'm pleased that you are on my friends' list, because I like your posts, too.