Please really do call for that appointment with your doctor as you mentioned. I've struggled with depression my entire life, and yes it seems like you have most of the symptoms.

Yeah, when I first listed them out to myself, it sure as hell sounded like it. What kind of baffles me is how I can go on so long without recognizing what's going on. And yes, it's time to -restart my morning constitutionals. (I had been taking long walks to a beautiful nearby park, then doing sprints up a lovely wooden staircase it has in the middle of the "forest" there.